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emilyyyyyyyy evevevtevevtevtevrttt
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[Feb. 22nd, 2005|05:20 pm] |
do people really not understand how weird everything is
the fact that we exist
we are here
i am typing
but what is typing what is anything, you know
we exist its that we just exist
and its the most mindblowing thing
and i cant stop thinking about this
about everything
ais there a purpose
what is this
what are we
where
when
how
just what?
everything is so vague
is that how its supposed to be
or is it really supposed to be any way, its not it cant be we are here and noone has control over anything
realize life this world everything
so many people just act i cant even explain what the hell
does ANYONE know what i mean, seriously, like, seriously? |
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[Feb. 9th, 2005|07:02 pm] |
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i have the lowest self-esteem in the world |
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[Feb. 8th, 2005|09:04 pm] |
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i know everything, seriously. |
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[Jan. 27th, 2005|09:56 pm] |
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everything is so complex |
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[Jan. 23rd, 2005|06:28 pm] |
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take a look around everything in this world is more beautiful than ever |
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[Jan. 7th, 2005|10:53 pm] |
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its just one bad thing after another, and it's not ok anymore, everything is not gonna be ok. |
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[Jan. 2nd, 2005|02:56 pm] |
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I dream when I'm awake
\the past is close behind. just run away and give up.do whatever youcantoescape
there is barely anyone worth talking to, or anyone who acctaully cares, stop faking our friendship, i dont know how i got here but i need out |
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[Dec. 26th, 2004|01:19 am] |
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I have thought a lot, and i have come to realize that nothing at all makes sense. I dont knwo anything, and neither does anyone else. Seriously, you cant even begin to say you know something, not one thing. Because we have learned from people who know nothing, because noone knows anything. We will never know if what we see, do, think about, say, touch, hear, or taste, or anything else for that matter, is real. why am i even typing in correct punctuation or typing at all becasue its pointless likeevrything the more i think the less i undersatnd anything i find it hard to even talk because what i say is just words made up by someone who knows nothing more than me |
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[Dec. 2nd, 2004|09:33 pm] |
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in one minute everything can change and you all the sudden just dont care about aNUYTHTignti ntgi nit or anyone and jsut want to screma and dieand kill someone or rip someones head off and see someone else cry andbesadcauseyouareandjhustkillandhateandnotlovebecausethatsallthereslefttodo |
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[Nov. 17th, 2004|02:19 pm] |
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im so happy |
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[Nov. 15th, 2004|09:39 pm] |
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i miss.......
her
and i miss
!!
!!! |
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[Nov. 14th, 2004|03:33 pm] |
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i hate the fact that ive pratically lost my three best friends of all time |
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[Nov. 7th, 2004|06:14 pm] |
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life has been really good since thursday dont ruin it for me |
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[Oct. 20th, 2004|06:42 pm] |
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uhmmmmmmmmmmmmmi give uppp |
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[Oct. 17th, 2004|04:07 pm] |
can someone teach me how to get good at an instrument, a life, a sport, algebra 2 in 3motnhs o rless please
im hopoingignigngi to change like started today everything and i mean everything everythingf
i udnnoi eveen know who im doign it for
for one thing to be there nto hehrheher |
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[Oct. 14th, 2004|06:17 am] |
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ill be back in 4 days all im expecting is a grenade and other things along those lines |
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[Oct. 2nd, 2004|12:13 am] |
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disappointment and regret collide |
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